Forrest Gump & Jesus
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I'd almost forgotten this line in Forrest Gump.
Lieutenant Dan, broken, bitter, and drinking away his grief, looks at Forrest and asks with dripping sarcasm, "Have you found Jesus yet, Gump?"
Forrest answers with one of the greatest lines in cinematic history:
"I didn't know I was supposed to be looking for Him."
I've laughed at that line for years.
Lately, I've stopped laughing quite so quickly.
Because I think Forrest may have been wiser than all of us. After all, one of the enduring themes of the film is that you don't have to be brilliant to understand love. You simply have to love.
I Didn't Know I Was Supposed to Be Looking for Him
When I was seven years old, my father pastored First Baptist Church in Shellman, Georgia. Every few weeks he would travel to an even smaller country church to preach on a Thursday evening, and I always went with him. Those nights are still stitched into my memory—the smell of old wooden pews, gravel parking lots, country roads disappearing into the darkness.
Somewhere along that journey, we stopped in Cuthbert, Georgia, and I saw Ben-Hur.
It was a long movie for a seven-year-old.
Yet something about it captured me.
Perhaps it was the grandeur. Perhaps it was Judah Ben-Hur's relentless search for justice. Or perhaps, though I couldn't have named it then, it was because underneath the chariot race was another story entirely—the quiet, almost hidden presence of Jesus. Christ is rarely at the center of the camera, yet somehow He is at the center of everything.
I've watched Ben-Hur every chance I've had for the rest of my life.
Then years later came Forrest Gump.
A completely different story.
Or so I thought.

By the time Forrest was running across America, I had lived through much of the history woven into the film.
My family moved to Washington, D.C., when I was in the ninth grade.
I watched the Vietnam protests unfold.
The Civil Rights movement marched across our television screens and into our streets.
Rock and roll reshaped a generation.
History wasn't something I read about.
It was happening outside my front door.
That film felt strangely personal.
It still does.
But one conversation has lingered with me more than any other.
Lieutenant Dan asks Forrest,
"Have you found Jesus yet?"
Forrest simply replies,
"I didn't know I was supposed to be looking for Him."
I've spent over fifty years studying Scripture.
I've read theology.
I've taught Bible studies.
I've written more than twenty books.
And somewhere along the way, I've begun to wonder whether Forrest accidentally asked one of the most important spiritual questions of our time.
What if we've misunderstood what it means to "find Jesus"?
Because when I read the Gospels, Jesus rarely tells people to go looking for Him.
He comes looking for them.
He walks along the shoreline.
He passes beneath a sycamore tree.
He sits beside a well.
He enters homes.
He finds tax collectors.
He touches lepers.
He calls fishermen.
He appears to doubters.
Even after the resurrection, He keeps showing up to people who weren't expecting Him.
Perhaps grace has always been more about being found than becoming an expert at searching.
I think much of modern Christianity has unintentionally turned Jesus into another destination.
Find Him.
Get closer.
Do more.
Try harder.
Pray longer.
Read more.
Serve more.
As though Jesus were hiding behind enough spiritual effort.
But perhaps the invitation is simpler.
Perhaps Christ has been walking beside us all along.
Perhaps our task is not to discover His location but to awaken to His presence.
That has become much of what I've been trying to write through The Soulprint Project.
Not that God wants to make you into someone else.
Not that your life begins when you finally become religious enough.
But that beneath the false self, beneath fear, beneath ego, beneath all the masks we've learned to wear, there remains the person God imagined before the foundations of the world.
The person created in His image.
The person Christ came to restore.
The person your soul has been trying to remember.
Maybe that's what Jesus meant when He said,
"The kingdom of God is within you." (Luke 17:21)
Not that we possess God.
But that His Spirit has always been nearer than our own breath.
The older I become, the less interested I am in arguments about religion.
I'm far more interested in awakening.
In paying attention.
In noticing.
In becoming.
Because I suspect heaven is less about finding a place than becoming the kind of person who can finally see what has always been there.
Jacob woke from his dream and said,
"Surely the Lord is in this place, and I did not know it." (Genesis 28:16)
That may be one of the truest confessions in all of Scripture.
The Lord was already there.
Jacob simply woke up.
Maybe that's why Forrest's line continues to make me smile.
"I didn't know I was supposed to be looking for Him."
Neither did I.
What I have discovered instead is that every beautiful thing I have ever truly found was already looking for me.
Truth.
Grace.
Purpose.
Love.
Even Christ Himself.
Maybe the journey isn't about finding Jesus.
Maybe it's about finally opening our eyes to the One who has never stopped finding us.
Perhaps that's the deepest Soulprint of all.